Very Strange..!!

It all seems so strange to me.. what kinda changes time can bring along... It was not more than a year back that i had made a promise to my friend that wht might come, i will not get into this ... i will never get deceived by the looks.. i knw wht can happen.. i'l never do it!!

I have promises to keep up; and goals to achieve; and better dreams to dream and fulfill here.. Infact, it was a promise that we made to each other.. and here i stand one year down the lane... I bear d guilt of having broken my promise and there she stands dancing away to glory merrily.. with her head high!! yup, she could so far keep up that promise she once made to her friend.. I just realise wht kinda changes time can bring upon you.. U never know whts destined fr u!!

As i stand here bearing the guilt of having broken down that promise.. You might wonder why i don't cry much over it.. it's cuz u c.. once you get into it.. u can't hold urself back!! u'l do things u never once loved doing and see things you never once imagined in d wildest of ur dreams u will... and u will feel every moment of ur life to be so pristine.. d way you never felt it before!! and u'l feel a happiness.. that knows no bounds!! u might have some very long nights.. with ur mind filled of thoughts.. but each thought will just bring u sheer joy and not let u feel deprived of ur sleep!!!
u'l realise it's an altogether different world!! with only one most conspicuous or more accurately,just one and "the only feeling" prevalent there!! and u'l get into it to such an extent, now i guess i cant even call it neck-deep.. it's deeper than that.. and then there's no place for other things.. other feelings.. for guilty or for repentance or anything else..

Does it all just seem like bits of trash and crap and shit?? Phew.. all ears u nerds and the dumb brained (scatterbrains, better-said!!) who knw not yet and are beginning to lose their senses.., it's no use me telling you.. u'l never knw wht it's all 'bout..

But hmm lemme c.. i think u need to knw, to avoid the presumably weird and large number of assumptions and conclusions u may make, it's just all 'bout a very strange world..one that has made it difficult for me to come back here.. :( :P